[S]et [M]e [F]ree
Saturday, January 20th, 2007"Time flies as the days went by, each day’s another new day, and a day without a meaning is a day that is wasted." -Josh-
I really hate myself, I really really hate myself. I’m not only a hypocrite, loser, idiot, stupid, and a numbskull. Why cant I control my actions, why cant I control my emotion, WHY!! Im never same as my peers, Im either the cast-out, a showoff, a person who’s think differently than others.
God set me free from this bondage of sins. You’ve picked me up from as low as the dirt, you washed me with your blood, and put me on a higher ground. Still molding me to the person you had in mind.
Lord, Im not worthy to come into your courts to worship You. Im not even worthy to serve You and come before You nor lead a group of people to You, but You’ve shown me Your grace and mercy each new day. Guiding me in everything I do.
Lord take me and use me for every purpose you have for me.
I ask for your forgiveness for everything I’ve done. I couldnt control my anger towards my siblings for they’re here for a reason and one of them is to help me love. Lord, help me to be the master of my emotions and actions. Help me take control of all of "them", and let not it hinder me getting nearer to You.
Guide me in my speech as the words spoken by me be words praising unto Thy Name, for Yours is most worthy to be praise. Let each word brings glory unto thy Name.
You’ve shown me Your mighty powers today, and I want to praise You till the end of my days. Through the whole week, noone was able to on my dad’s laptop. Through just a simple prayer You’ve shown us Your always there and listening to our prayers.
I want to pray not for my self-fish self but for others too. Not only those I care, but for everyone I know and everything that You’ve revealed to me.
Guide this youth fellowship of Yours, as they move to a place where you want them to go. Move the hearts of the leaders of the youth. Touch their hearts and lit them up with Your fire in serving You and all the youths around. Let them not be discouraged in all circumtances and bind them together in UNITY.
In Jesus Name, Amen! -josh-
