[I]m [E]xhausted
Wow~ Another day has pass, what a day I have today. Nothing much actually. Really feeling not well, and Planetshakers is tomorrow, and it’s 11.27pm now and I not even asleep. Having headaches now.
Didnt do much today. Already prepared the parcel and a card to be sent to Sarawak. Haha. Might be only sending it next week. Haha. Only practiced for caroling the whole day, and play lots of games. Freaking stressed out la. What else more can happen. Sux la~ Because I’m stupid enough to walked pass the "EMUSJ’s 1st Children’s Camp" meeting and freaking got to helped out in the exercise. Damn~ and you dont want to know. I’m already a lil ill these few weeks.
Having cramps, stiff body, headaches, body heat went up.. so many others la. Sometimes really feels like people taking advantage of me, ‘coz I’m a "Hard-to-say-No" kind of person. Probably it’s just what I’m thinking, but not what others. Anyway, practiced caroling in church today. Went there early, reached church around 7.45pm. Recorded the song so called "composed" by me. It sounds funny. Probably ‘coz I’m doing it myself, need others too. Neh, I dont think I’ll involve myself in the presentation this year.
Anyway, lemme contine bout the story of the girl. aihz~ i dont know la.. she doesnt even look at me, i don noe how to talk to her. i just feel she’s also putting up a show. all the fake smiles. what else? i’m really confuess.. alots of things i don noe bout a girl, especially the 1 i liked, which kindda sux. aihz what muz i do man? any1 out there… do post a comment leh.. nid som advise on girls problem..
alright b4 i sleep lets tok bout me.. hm.. what kind of person m i?
crap wat a question.. i cant even ans them myself.. dionk la me.. anyway.. ppl says im carefree always laughing smiling crazy crappy gila felle.. aihz only thing i can say.. i wear such a smile so that ppl will say im a cheerful person.. what else?… im ezily being stress out.. but then again i noe how 2 channel my stress.. haha.. im a person who ezily shares with other ppl.. asalkan dia dengar apa saya cakap can d.. aihz.. don noe la.. lots of stuff others think bout me..
anyway i do hope ppl will b straightforward with me.. haha.. though it hurts 2 heard what ppl comment but.. still it helps me 2 be more patient and take into consideration cuz alot of thing dat 1 cant see what he’s doing but others can… haha..
ciao~ i’ll might not post anything 4 the nex few dayz… ahha planetshakers ma..
