-|[P]ersonally [S]hock|-

HAHAHAHA~!! Another year yep.. another new year.. still another day.. well not any other days.. but another new day of the new year~!!
Sounds crazy I may be.. seems like ages since my last post.. here’s some update on what happened..
22/12 Caroling
- Youth’s 1st caroling!!Whoohoo.. finaly i got the right phrase..
"God make History through History Makers!!"
- only 5 houses this year
- lots of stuff happened.. including me falling into the DRAIN haha.. refer to my last post for more details la..

24/12 Special Caroling at Mr. Lim’s house
- Real big house..
- He’s not an uncle but brother..
- Had lots of fun and wine.. red and white.. 1st to had Carl’sburg with Sam S.
*cant upload tis pic of drunkens*

25/12 Christmas
- 1st time playing the bass in a service..
- 1st time youths rapping carols.. Thx BB for taking charge!!
- lots of candies this year..
- Got a tie for Ps. John for Appreciation

25/12 Amanda’s Surprise birthday Party/BBq
- Watch Eragon with BB..
- 1st tim e buying mushmellows *yeah lots of roasted "white stuff"*
- seeked help from my "Mushymellow Consultant" aka Amanda
- Surprise birthday for Amanda (an early 1 organized by U. Philip hehe) *Blame Manda’s mom 4 spoiling da surprise niway aiya.. din got the pic of me splating som cream on her face haha*

So yeap.. that’s almost all.. oya more important stuff..

27/12 Visited My New "Enviroment"
- Went to my new room to check it out with my frens

29/12 Pastor John Moving to Johor
- Helped Ps. John moved his stuff into the lorry..
- Wow~!! Pastor John has really lots of stuff Haha.. gained some more muscles after Planetshakers and helping out pastor… Haha..
- Helped Ps. Yu Hoo with his moving of stuff in the new house.. Haha..

Well haha.. I’m gotta be crazy.. it’s 12.04am 1st January 2007.. Yeap.. I’m Crazy.. haha.. da whole Malaysia’s Countdown timer "sot-sot" d.. Yeap New Year Everyone~!!

p.s tis bloggy is uploaded late due to unforseen circumtances~!

Yo~ wazzup people!! Wow seems ages since my last post. Well, hav been "worked out" lately with:
Planetshakers Conference ‘06 (Awesome)
First Caroling took charge by the youth (Amazing)
Upcoming events like christmas!!
WHAT??!! Christmas is on Monday?! So fast?!! That’s so crazy!!
Planetshakers was really really awesome, but I’ve been sensing Mike Gug’s sickness since the day they said that he’s sick. Well, in case you all dont really know him, He’s the bassist of Planetshakers and written the song Always and Forever. He’s being diagnose with "Blood Disease", he’s so sick. Nomatter what we all will keep him in our prayers and that the healing power of God be upon him.

Well, next stop caroling Whoo hoo!! Haha!! Yesterday was really amazing. Before caroling even started, I felt something weird, but I didnt really care and I was praising God. There’s no other name than Jesus.
*Ahh Choo~!! (sry guys my sinus is back) dripping mucus everywhere.*
Anyway lets get back to the story. Alright. Yesterday, our all famous criminal aka Mr. S.A.TAN wanted to claim me and the caroling. There’s so many things that happened. Let me list them out with a lil more details put to it:
1. Since I was one of the guitarist, we’re suppose to tune the guitar before starting somehow, we couldnt get the right key and was like rushing like mad. I broke Amanda’s 1st string even before playing it. *Sry* Thank God Bernard got extra strings.

2. So here I am tuning the guitar while Bernard took the lead. *Thank Bernard* I was so freaking pissed with what I was doing, ‘coz I coudnt get the right key while tuning and I was really tick ‘coz I sat there and tune for 20mins (usually it only take me 10mins or less to tune a guitar after getting the E)  I was so ticked I prayed. I said: "God c’mon today’s your day and noone can claim it from you. Today’s is to glorify your Name." Than I realize I was pressing the wrong key to tune. *makes me felt damn im so freaking retart to get pissed so ezily*

3. Wow!! It’s really a list you know. *Hope you guys hav the patients* When we were at the 1st house(Mr. Chan’s hse every year lots of candies 1). Here goes what happened, the guitar I tuned for more than 20 minutes suddenly went out of tune when I started playing. T’was so shock you know, somemore so embaressing, but anyway I kept praying in my heart saying: "No devil can stand before God almighty. Today’s your day God. Nothing is bigger than you." So that how we got through the 1st hse. Re-tune the guitar again.

4. Owh man~!! This is the worst, someone got hurt here. We were at the 2nd house. (c’mon nothing can happen continuously rite? orite the string din fly out and hit som1 haha.) The thing that happen is something so unimaginable. After we’re about to leave Uncle Y.H hse. I wanted to throw the drink box into the rubbish bin frm Uncle Philip’s car. So, I saw the rubbish bin near by, so you know what happen la.. I’ve gotta walk there right?. Yeap, I turned and walked there. Owh yea, this really hurts a lil without seeing I fell into a drain hole. (wat the heck?!!.. yep i fell in.. c’mon all da hses hv it covered n i cudnt see d hole cud uncle philip’s car shadow was over it) Damn~!! It does stings a lil. Here’s a pix of my hand:

Ouch~!! yep.. it still stings a little.

5. After that in the next house, I was feeling all weird up inside me. It felt like I wanna puke but just wouldnt come out. I was like, am I the 1 who is going to puke this year? (haha our history of caroling is everyyear there’s 1 who puke.) So I prayed and said no way I’m gonna be the 1 this year and no matter what happens to me I’m still going to carry on playing the guitar. After that Aunty Joyce prayed for me.

You know what?.. Supposingly this year’s carol is to touch hearts of those whom we’re singing too. Instead it touched my heart and make me realize that I am not worthy in so many ways, but through Jesus, I was made worthy in His eyes. Haha that’s my story through all these things it made me grow in the sense. Not those funny funny 1 liked I used to post.

By the way, here’s a little review on whats for next year’s GMSJ & EMUSJ’s Youth CAMP.
It is a 4days 3nites stay at Raub, Methodist center (I think datz wat they call it).
Date: 1st - 4th June
Venue : Raub
Theme: S.P.I.C.E.S (ToBeConfirm)

Somhow I came up with:
Super People In Christ EyeS
Tim said:
Special People In Christ EyeS
Haha i donnoe to be special people sounds like crippled ppl or cacat, but den again let see how’zit la..

Owh man tummy aching nw (3:15pm Saturday) ciao~ nature calles

Wow~ it’s been awhile since I last post something in here!!
Well everyone Haha~ Im back. Was at Planetshakers Conference ‘06 on 13-15 dec in Sunway Convention Centre. Joined the merchandising crew again this year. Haha~ and got a lil smart compared to last year.

Then again, Sam Chew and I got the same signature of the same person we got last year. Haha~ Yeap!! Its Matt Fielder again. Haha~ more annointing lolx. This year it much better compared to last year. Probably ‘coz have already know most of them. WeiMing cant join us this year, ‘coz he’s in India. (hei i’ve got ur dvd n yer shirt)
This year Mike Gugg couldnt make it. They din really say how come, but all they said was that he’s sick. No details was really given out, I presume its something serious. Anyway, we had Matt Garner to speak too, and t’was awesome. Neil Smith was also one of the speaker this year. Haha~ He kept going like:
"Plunder Hell, Populate Heaven" (hin loong itz not wat the hell wat the heaven) and "Fiar!! Fiar!!(fire)"

Here’s som group pix of us having fun~ didnt took much picture this year.

Haha by the way after seeing this picture a couple of times, I realized something "cacated" bout it. Haha~ see whether you guys can spot what have I done.
Anyway, here’s what I did.

Haha~ I was holding Jason’s butt!! What the.. And Johnny thought he was already in Heaven.
There’ll be more pictures coming up, so be patients people. I’ll post more haha.
Well these are part of the "gang" that I worked with for that 3 days. Man, its so awesome knowing them. Had our crazy and serious times together, hang out some time eh. Anyway, during the 3 days, not only was touched by the Holy Spirit, I got a vision for next year. Next year is going to be bigger, better and much crazy up and down time.

Haha~ that’s almost all of it, hehe totally summarize the 3 whole days, there’s lots of cool funny stuff, just that probably ‘coz its 4am (18/12) now, so brain kindda jammed up d.. super tiring today. Helped out in my church’s first kiddies camp (children camp), helped with the fashion event. lolx.. another year of clowning. Came back home at 7pm slept til 11pm.

Ha-ha~ well I guess, you guys out there who’re reading or probably reading might be hoping for the extra story of me and the girl eh..
well I’ve gotta say… I myself have totally no clue of it… Probably I just liked her but not fall in love with her.. yea.. i donnoe.. but anyhow.. she’s not talking to me.. not even looking straight at me when talking… yea.. so.. anyway… i really donnoe.. probably im still not ready for a relationship yet.. bwuahhaa…

anyhow..im super tired again… gotta sleep nw.. tml might b goin 2 parade to check whether the red flowery tie is still here… haha.. for that tie.. i really fell in loved with it… haha thatz wat i called love at sight.. lolx.. nitez ppl

Wow~ Another day has pass, what a day I have today. Nothing much actually. Really feeling not well, and Planetshakers  is tomorrow, and it’s 11.27pm now and I not even asleep. Having headaches now.

Didnt do much today. Already prepared the parcel and a card to be sent to Sarawak. Haha. Might be only sending it next week. Haha. Only practiced for caroling the whole day, and play lots of games. Freaking stressed out la. What else more can happen. Sux la~ Because I’m stupid enough to walked pass the "EMUSJ’s 1st Children’s Camp" meeting and freaking got to helped out in the exercise. Damn~ and you dont want to know. I’m already a lil ill these few weeks.

Having cramps, stiff body, headaches, body heat went up.. so many others la. Sometimes really feels like people taking advantage of me, ‘coz I’m a "Hard-to-say-No" kind of person. Probably it’s just what I’m thinking, but not what others. Anyway, practiced caroling in church today. Went there early, reached church around 7.45pm. Recorded the song so called "composed" by me. It sounds funny. Probably ‘coz I’m doing it myself, need others too. Neh, I dont think I’ll involve myself in the presentation this year.

Anyway, lemme contine bout the story of the girl. aihz~ i dont know la.. she doesnt even look at me, i don noe how to talk to her. i just feel she’s also putting up a show. all the fake smiles. what else? i’m really confuess.. alots of things i don noe bout a girl, especially the 1 i liked, which kindda sux. aihz what muz i do man? any1 out there… do post a comment leh.. nid som advise on girls problem..

alright b4 i sleep lets tok bout me.. hm.. what kind of person m i?
crap wat a question.. i cant even ans them myself.. dionk la me.. anyway.. ppl says im carefree always laughing smiling crazy crappy gila felle.. aihz only thing i can say.. i wear such a smile so that ppl will say im a cheerful person.. what else?… im ezily being stress out.. but then again i noe how 2 channel my stress.. haha.. im a person who ezily shares with other ppl.. asalkan dia dengar apa saya cakap can d.. aihz.. don noe la.. lots of stuff others think bout me..

anyway i do hope ppl will b straightforward with me.. haha.. though it hurts 2 heard what ppl comment but.. still it helps me 2 be more patient and take into consideration cuz alot of thing dat 1 cant see what he’s doing but others can… haha..

ciao~ i’ll might not post anything 4 the nex few dayz… ahha planetshakers ma..

Hei people, Wow it’s been awhile since my last post. Nothing much to blog ’bout anyway.
Just thought of dropping something here first before my next post.
Let’s start from Sunday. Another usual Sunday, except went to IKEA with Gina and Amanda to get the door gift for Christmas
*Haha. Wont tell you guys whatz dat you’ve gotta come 2 find out. all i can say itz cool*

Pastor John’s leaving soon. Damn, gonna miss him lots. Haha, lots of people are wondering how I get along so well with all the pastors. By the way, here’s why, ‘coz they all helpped support the youths ministry. Now thatz why am able to get along with them. ‘coz I myself know that I’m not capable to do alot of things and when others do help, appreciation is all I can give it back to them. We saw a tie and though of giving pastor a tie. Anyway, the other day (saturday) Ryan and I went to Subang Parade. He wanted to check out some formal cloths, while I tagged along see whether I can get some shorts of maybe cloths too. He got a very "chun" leather belt and that was the second last of it, somehow he requested the one of the sales lady to kept it. Haha that saturday when he showed me that belt.. lolx.. I totally "fell in love" with it. All the flips and flops to buckle it. It’s awesome. Immediately I said "Yes~!! I will take that." After the lady took it out from the drawer she kept in. Hahaha.

What a day. After that we were feeling kindda hungry and went get popiahs. Wow~ that’s one heck of a popiah. It cost like RM4.50 for 2, and was super filling. We actually wanted to go for Starbucks, ‘coz Ryan said his fren is working there (in Carefour), but when we walked there his fren wasnt there’s so instead we ate our popiahs there.

Anyway, another much ’bout that day. All we got was my belt. Hahaha. *Ryan yo we hav the same belt*
Alright, let me get back to the Sunday in IKEA. We brought like 100 of those small lil bottles (it comes in 4s) so we got like 38 of them.
Crazy man the trolly was so heavy I can’t even turn it, and every was like looking at the trolly haha. Haha this lady was standing at one side "selamba-nya" when we walked past her, her eye was like being magnectically drawn to our trolly lolx. So funny la her expression. After buying those bottle and putting it into Gina’s boot. "The Ladies" says they wanna shop and there’s a lot of sales going on in IKANO and The Curve. Haha, but all we ended up was some ice-creams.

Today havent been a good day for me. Woke up with a stiff body. Mom was like scolding the 2 small kiddo-s. Had sore throat. Went out with Gina to give out fruits and shopping for files. Visited Pastor John today too. Went to church to unload those small lil spice bottles, visited Nicolette. That almost all. Came back and sleep the whole time.

Well, I think you guys are wondering howzit going with me and the girl eh. Haha. I dont know la, not even progressing also. Today she onlined, so i asked her how she’s doing and she din reply. So since she din got through the 1st time of the undang test, so i asked how its goin with the practice and when ya goin 2 take. Instead she back fire me, and so i was a lil moody today. so i went like what i did dat makes to always thinks that im "fan".
So she said she’s "fan" with lots of things undone. of coz i was a lil ticked off at dat time. aihz, i don know la.. really really dont noe la.. better not think bout it too much. afraid it’ll eat me frm inside.

aihz everytime i meet her, she’ll avoid toking to me. these all started after a few of us went out 2gether. what the problem la? probably i do acknowledge im really not gud at conversing with others. but that like not the main point. what have i done that probably the reason that made her treat me this way? i really dont know. she’s always put on the "fake smile" like i do. But i’m alway able to channel all my stress side so that i don do somthing 2pid. but why? how come? what happen?

all these questions i hav totally no ans to it.

Ahh!..Akhirnya saya mandi dengan syok! LoLx! What a day I had today. First time in my entire holidays, I woke up at 9.50am (approximately 10am la). Amazing!! Haha, probably I’m excited that finally that I’m going for a movie with my "kaki"
(eleng aka aligas, btw ur name damn long la..) after a long long time, since "Happy Feet". Finally got the brown papers to wrap a "mini" parcel to be send over to Kuching, Sarawak. First time sending a a box to a friend of mine so far as a Christmas gift. Ha-ha.
(Meg, hope you like it.)

By the way, didnt do anything much for the whole day. On my lappy at 11am like that have had left it there online the whole day, till now. *Shortta a lil mad for a living my lappy on for so long.* Continued my day by downloading a game (some childish game i presume.) Anyway, I’m already half-way through the game *So easy to play la*. While playing the game, was typing out the lyrics (of carols) for the upcoming caroling this year, and I’ve got to be speedy ‘coz I’ve got to get it done by this Saturday. Oh NoOoo~!!
NOT ENOUGH TIME!!
(Not sure I’m able to be ready by then ‘coz there’s so many "Bananas" *that includes me, orite I’m half banana not fully yet.* so I’ve gotta type out not only the chinese characters *took me so freaking long to figure out the pronounciation of it* and also the "PinYin" so those who dont know chinese can still sing along.)

Anyway, time’s up, and I’ve went to meet up with Aligas in Summit. Met his friend, *Haha dude, you always mix with wrong crazy ppl do you?* Somehow, we made ali’s life a little crazy today and went for our movie ("CICAKMAN"). I wont say it’s a pretty interesting movie. Kind of sucks here and there, but anyway atleast we paid 5bux instead of normal new "THX" movie. Went to Segi (Ali’s college). Haha. I went in like "tai lou" like that as usual. Haha. With Ali and his friend la. Went to check out for Berjaya Hotel in KL for their contacts on how to make booking and reservation for Joann. Haha thought it’ll take me ages. Well, it took me less than 5 minutes. After that, crapping ’bout the show since that time we stepped out. Went for the usual Summit’s mamak for dinner.
*Had this "Roti Telur Bawang" and "Sirup Bandung"*
Really kesian the aunty la. It took her almost ages just to get what I wanted. (She kept saying "Ya! "Roti Bawang" dan minum apa?" for 10 mins.)
*orite this is boring, i cant think of anything crazy to type d, probably im tired or somthing. this can go on n on. anyway lemme finish my day 1st. haha!*

After dinner my dinner with "Da Dudes". I rushed to the bus stop to go to church for caroling practice *haha seems like everyday oso practice only*. Waited for 15 minutes and the bus I wanted to talk just won’t come. That’s like so dumb waiting there for so long. Anyway, I’ve finally decided to take a cab to church. First cabby I saw waiting near by (you can say in front of Summit Hotel, not say exactly but yea.). Went over and asked for a ride, and guess what this guys told me? "USJ 1 tu kat belakang Giant? oO 10 ringgit la"
(of coz i went like wat the heck? 10 RINGGIT??!! in my heart was siao la u. it doesn take even 5 bux frm my hse to Summit. Highest was 7 bux.)
Anyway, God led the way. He brought a cabby to stop right infront of me. Yey~! Praise God!! Ask for a ride and he told me whether I’d accept a 7 bux ride there. *bargain a lil la*. So I said 6 bux, anyway if i say 5 wouldnt be nice then ‘coz it’s a little jammed up on the way there. So there was I reaching church for the most expensive short distant ride of my life. Practice wasnt so fun today. A little boring. Dont really know what happened to the guys. Probably it’s my fault. Hehe.

After practices, was bragging how sucky and funny that dumb show was. LoLx, my usual self hehe. Went over to Sammy’s (Sam. Siah) place to picked him out for a treat, since he has finished his final paper today (SPM ma). Went to B.K *Burger King*. Asked them what time they’re closing and there go they’re closing at 11pm, where we’ve just placed our order at 10.45pm. LoLx. Made their lifes so tough. Haha, got to place all those cleaned and wash stuff back in place to make us a "tiny" treat. Hehe.

Alright there goes my day. Sorry guys, don really hav the gurl friends problem or din think much of that problem so much since i’m still a lil shy talking to her but atleast she msged me 2day hehe. Anyway, i’ll keep you all posted if i hav so "interesting" about me n this (gorgeous in my sight) gurl nex time.
*Cheers*

Wazzup!! Ha-ha! I’m back with more crappier stuff in the "house", alright. If you’re out there reading my bloggy, haha you’ll know that I took  my "undang test" this morning. Haha!!  Where do I start then??

Alright! I’ll start, starting from the moment I woke up. Wasnt feeling so good today. My whole body felt so "kaku" this morning. Woke up a little earli (7am liddat), though I wanted to sleep somemore but felt so terrible that I’ve got to wake up. Still lying in my bed with my fan off, I was still shivering like mad. Dont know what’s wrong with me. *Dang* After lazing around, it’s finally 7.45am, and I was suppose to be all ready by 8am. Dad was still in the toilet doing his usual morning "BUSINESS" (business man ma what to do? aihz). Was thinking of taking cold water to shower in my parent’s toilet. LOLx.  Of ‘coz I didnt do it la.. already freezing like mad still want to take cold water to shower meh?

Anyway, I made it on time to wait for the aunty to fetch me, after she fetched Joann. Dummy me, forgotten to take breakfast. Somemore stupid guy from the undang place (in Subang Square, SS15) took freaking 2 hours until my turn to take the test. While waiting tummy filled with gestric juice and kept on grumbling, and the guy besides me kept looking at me. LoLx~ That was like the most horrible time of my life. Finally, when it’s my turn, the usual reading instructions and click "OK" to proceed. *DAMN* The worst thing you can ever imagine. The DUMB pc didnt lemme start the test. Waited for around a couple of minutes for the guy to help me.
*You’ve gotta be crazy the whole place on 1 indian guy working.. that’s like the worst job you can take*

Let me continue.. Finally, I was able to proceed with my test. The room that the test was held was like the "North Pole" (sudah sejuk mau mati lagi macam terperangkap dalam freezer!!)
Anyway, t’was able to tahan the whole 12min 45sec in that stupid room.
*this is so 2pid.. you’ve gotta study 500 over questions which that aunty probably 4got to gave me that 2pid small yellow book full of questions. I ended up doing the cd she gave me, a 2pid lousy cd. though im using Intel Duo Core n it stills hang. After so called "studying" for freaking 3 weeks, I ended up waiting 3hours of my life away n only took me less den 15mins to finish the test*

Aihz. Anyhow, I somehow cleared the test (passed by 1 mark) Dumb right, didnt really know how to do around 10 questions like that. I finished my test later than Joann though ‘coz I gave my I.C to that "poor lonely" indian guy who’s working there later than her. Sadly Joann didnt make it through. Promised to help her through this time. After that, was supposed to follow aunty’s car back home, but instead I told them I’d like to take a "walk". Nothing much, probably there’s some stuff bothering me.

So I walked to the sundry shop near by to get bread and "Susu". Walked all the way until I reached opposite SS15 (SS14). Waited freaking 15min for Rapid KL. LoLx! Wasnt able to pay for the bus fares ‘coz I didnt have one bux change. Haha. Sat the bus for free. Neh.. When I got down I saw one of my old friend and he belanja me for that ride

Well the following is goin to be super boring ‘coz I didnt do much today. Haha.. Anyway, I’ve finally finished a game today. Cracked my frustrating head just to find it so easy to finish it.

Hehehe.. Another time of review of this girl I’m interested in. Hehe. Remebered I said something like she disliked me? Yea.. Neh she doesnt dislike me. Probably I’ve did somthing 2pid, or said somthing 2pid or mayb somthing 2pid that I din realize myself la…
Anyhow.. she’s shortta toking 2 me again. *Cheers* I’m gonna work hard to talk Hahahaha.

Alright hehe.. like the title.. yea I’m not feeling well.. nitez every1.. tml is a "gila" day for me.. so might have lots of interesting stuff 2 share wif every1.. hahaha

Wah Hah~!! Another week has pass, and today is tuesday. Most of them who’re taking SPM this year has already finished their exams. WOW!! Congratulations, Guys (and Gurls)!!
Another year pass, Whoo Hoo!! Christmas is another day nearer. *CRAP* I’m still not ready to play the guitar that well. Yea, Bernard and I still have lots to improve on. We’re having problems with our beat syncronization (Wah complicated word). Anyway, I believe we’ll be able to do it through God’s strenght.

Today I didn’t do much. My mp3 player K.O already. Everything inside all gone, all those collections of Planetshakers, Hillsongs, Delirious?, all my assignments, projects, all gone in this instant. So sad. Have already sent "tons" of emails to their customer support d. Still there’s no reply yet. Aihz, just a year only, a month after warranty and there it goes, *Poof*!! Since I’ve lost almost everything in my mp3, I’ve got to type the caroling songs for the caroling book (this year) all over again. *Dang*!! So suck!!
Anyway, had caroling practice today. Lolx. Gina came late today, so I led a little. Probably, I’m just a lousy leader. *Ha-ha* Hey!! I’m kind of serious here. I am a lousy leader. I not very good at asking people to do something. I dont know why, *aihz* By the way, we had a lil more fun today in practice. We were able to go through the songs very fast.
*Gina and you say we’re the ones who rushs.. lolx looks whos rushing now!! Haha*

*Aihz* Remember I said I really like this girl, in my previous post. I think I didnt something wrong or something that I myself didnt realize doing it. She seems to dislike me. I dont know la. I’m not very good at talking too. Probably that’s one reason I’m not good at talking or getting to know people. Those who knows me, should be able to know that I’m a very bad talker. I always run out of topics. *AIHZ* What la me. Anyway, tomorrow I’m going to sit for my undang test. *CRAP MAN!!* A test of a life time. Mustn’t fail this test. If so I’ll finally get my licence!! Whoo hooo!!
CHEER FOR ME EH EVERYONE~!!
HAHA!! Alrights, gotta sleep nw, it’s currently 12.43am Wednesday morning.

Nitez every1 sweet dreams!

Hei, guys!!
It’s been a few days since I last left something here. Lol!! I have some interesting dull stuff for everyone Haha! The time has come for me to made a real tough decision. Remember my last post everyone? The one I said I’ll be stepping down from my youth president post? Yeap, thats the one.

I’ve finally came to my sense that I’ll not take the post back, since it was God’s will for me to step down with the peace in my heart, and that Joann will not take up the post and I assume it’s also God’s will that Joann dont take up the post. That’s to prevent misunderstanding too. Anyway, now that the leaders suggested me to stay back leading the youth.. I’ve got another tough decision to make. I’m short of going around asking people for oppinion whether I should stay or not. Seems like most of them (my youth wants me to stay), others says I should take a rest, some others say it’s according to the peace of my heart that God will give me.

WOW! Got some pretty amazing advises from them, but thanks everyone. My decision is to step down and continue as a mentor to them. I’ve got some pretty harsh stuff from people talking bout me. Yea, I do agree when I was taking the president post, I was a lil stiff-headed Doink* I was a lil bossy and there’re sometimes I do want things my way (If you Guys out there sees this please do forgive me for stuff I did that didnt please you guys.). From the person who told me this, there’s one thing I can’t really understand, that’s I was negative. Yea, I do agree I cause lots of trouble for Gina at times. I do depend on Gina to make decisions ‘cuz there were times I wasnt confident enough to make them, but about negative. Probably I was a lil negative sometimes.

Then again, I want to thank that person so much for telling me this though it might consider a lil of gosipping, but still I’ll take it to my own account as evaluating myself. There’re some things you wouldnt know until someone else tells you ’bout it. Really grateful to those who guided me throughout my journey as a youth president. Just to tell you guys, I’ve never consider myself a youth president as a president, ‘cuz God has raise such a "rotten" person as I am to serve Him. I didnt want to treat those people in my youth as people that can carry me to a high ground or use my authority as a way to be "The Leader" but to go down to them and feel what they feel and love them. That’s the most important and valuable lesson I’ve learned through all these years.

Well, it’s lunch time now. I hope that everyone be as straight forward as Rev. David to me. He’s always been straight forward towards me. I never knew why, ‘cuz when people are straight forward with you, it never sounds nice. And through this I was able to learn how to be patient, control my behaviour, my outer appearance as a person of Christ, and to love others. For "The Gang" of my youth’s committee and the members. It’s time to stand up for God. Wake Up Now!!

THE TIME IS NOW!!

By the way, guys I shortta fell in love with this gurl.. shortta got to know her this year only .. but there’s some problems that I’m facing.. lolx.. WOW!! (what a way to ask for advise but I’ll try)
I havnt been in a relationship before but thats not the problem.. the problem is.. I don’t know how to talk.. others told me to know her more 1st.. but I’m seriously not a good chatter.. I always run out of topic.. and ended up with a very quiet conversation.. which I always gets messed up cuz when i starts thinking of a topic.. i’ll look very weird..

Hehe.. wonder if som1 wud help me on this lolx.. meantime i’ll pray that God will guide me on this.. lolx.. man falling in love with som1 sure is tough..

Ha-ha. I’m back from church. It’s 1.44am now, officially declared 2nd day of last month of the year. Wow~ Amazing~ so fast another year has gone. What?! Gone?! Damn, another day closer to reach my final project. T’was hoping it doesnt come.

Anyway let me share bout my day yesterday. Haha. Today we’re suppose to go shopping (for christmas item for church) and decorate the church. The time we planned was 4pm - 6pm (shopping), then reach church at 7pm - 8.30pm decorate. In the end we ended up reaching church at 8.45pm (Monthly prayer meeting started d..So couldn’t do anything but wait till prayer meeting end).

We were supposed to also do our Youth ‘07 planning, due to time constrain we wasn’t able to do the planning ‘cuz prayer meeting ended at 10.40pm. CRAZY~!! Today was the longest prayer meeting, but still can tahan Haha. 

I went with Gina (advisor), Joann, Nicolette (eh ur name so hard 2 pronounce la), and Justin low to IKEA. Wow.. wasn’t my first time there but still so many things to see, but today didn’t have the mood to talk so much. Something was bothering me. CRAZY stuff.. like this girl but don’t know how to talk to her, and she’s been acting different when I’m around. Anyway I’ll just have to leave all those things to "The Greatest Matchmaker" (Haha God la). And also that I’ve finally came to my sense that God wants me to move on from the youth, my currently post will be an advisor. Haha~ Being the first president was so AMAZING and a lil-tough to acknowkedge my time is up.

Anyway the guys brought lots of currypuffs from IKEA. Lol~ the whole car smelled like currypuffs. So we went to this store near my chruch selling more christmas deco. WOW~ more amazing trees.
(Gina now i know why u kept saying church’s christmas tree was white when it’s green. Lol~)

After that we went mamak for dinner. Haha. Didn’t ate much then, ‘coz I ordered "maggie mee tak mau sayur tak mau chili" and the guy gave me "maggie mee semua mau" wasn’t feeling well d~ somemore lagi not so well.Lol~

After prayer meeting we finally start our work in decorating and decided to postpone the Youth Planning to next week. So Justin as usual with da girls.. buwahhaha~!! Anyway, he helped doing the snowflaks thingy, while i helpped Gina do the climbing as usual Haha~

First time we did so much from 11pm - 1am (today.) *Yawnz*  Sorry haha~ kindda sleepy d.. Anyway we decided to hang out at the mamak near nicole’s (short form ler) house. Watch a crappy movie (derno watz the title but super crappy) by Keanu Reeve.

Haha~ (Wah~ 2pm d.. currently watching One Piece: Movie 7) orite lemme end myself lolx finally typing all shortforms.. ahh… nity nitez.. love u peeps out dere~

Joshuey signing out~