-|[P]ersonally [S]hock|-

Hah!! Wowsez.. itz been awhile..
I’ve been pondering whether should I continue me bloggy or not..
looks like I can’t help but to continue..

Much has happened during me days off the bloggy..
Awesome times, good times, bad times, and super sucky times..
Friends circle has grown so much..
Ryan intro me to the guys of AYA/campuscity.. whee glad to meet those dudes there!! AYA festival on 2nd and 3rd Feb!! Wowsez!! SonicFlood was super awesome and.. whoppsy I din get any pictures..
Jason said pictures up @ the AYA website, and I just can’t find ‘em.

Anyhow, lets skip skip a lil, Ryan left for Sidney, Jowy left for Melbourne, and I’m stucked here. *Sigh* Well, still trying all me best to enjoy it whee hoo!!
Well, lots have changes has been made in me youth, CF, college, church, and of cause me life!!
I’m currently staying with me dudes, and yea kindda dying soon due of lack of faminie love!!
I NEED MORE FAMINIE LOVE..MOM I MISS YOUR COOKING TOO!!

Anyway, yea.. CF president has changed. Iggo is his name, whoopsy.. I mean Iggy.. Nah, here’s his full name.. Ignatius (indian la)!! Guess what CF camp is coming up soon.. and I don’t know whether I can make it or not.. Eva has been pushing me saying since it’s me last year in INTI.. so GO!! Yea, but I still don’t know whether or not.

Me mom got robbed couple of week back, can’t really remember when but yea, it was some crappy experience, and that the suckiest one of all. Went to the police station and sat there for 3 hours and finally said this when we FINALLY made the report:
"Ini cerita pendek je.. u mau pergi sunway untuk buat satu report lagi"
My mom was like:
"Apa? saya ini victim tau, duit sudah hilang lama, s’karang mau pergi buat report kat sunway?!!"
and that police said:
" Ini cerita pendek la.. sana buat cerita panjang punya"
My mom almost fainted when that *diot snatch me mom’s handbag, now me mom wanna faint again after all of these, suck right but then me mom met this guy (she said she knows him but I dont),
He said:
"Dong ju pong ha kok ka lor (treat it as your helping our country lor)*
Well, he made a point there.

Yea, lets get on or not it’ll be freaking long. Yea, skip skip, fast forward!!
Yep, Had some craps of the day today. It’s me 1st time donating me blood (argh so precious!!!)
*ish Aaron* He ar, he ar, challenge iggy to donate, then leh this iggy ask me to join him lor and ar he ar, damn he cant donate cause he had dengi a couple of months ago

and guess what Ignatius (another guy, chinese).. he fail the test due to unstable blood pressure!!

so ar.. me ask whether can jz test me blood lor instead of donating..
little do I know that….
*ARGH!! This is when all the horror starts*
if you test you must donate *super stun*
took me tons and tons of courage to said alright I’ll try
*said this while shivering head to toes.. wanted to pee d 1*

anyway, that lady clipped my finger *owh* but it hurts only a little,
and guess what?
I finally know me weight.. and I weighted around 53kg *freaking fats*
and I a "O" blood type..
after that this "lan C" lady was like: "Only answer what I ask you"
ish whats her problem.. gimme som confidence la..

so yea I pass, I register, and here I go starting to donate me blood..
Haha after 1/2 of the pack (450ml) is full.. hehe weak me felt like puking so the nurse stopped it..
but HEY!!
still i think its a awesome experience!!

alright i think i’ll stop here.. it’s too long d.. will keep you guys more update on the young, pretty, sexy, adorable, cute Joshey!!

"Time flies as the days went by, each day’s another new day, and a day without a meaning is a day that is wasted."   -Josh-

I really hate myself, I really really hate myself. I’m not only a hypocrite, loser, idiot, stupid, and a numbskull. Why cant I control my actions, why cant I control my emotion, WHY!! Im never same as my peers, Im either the cast-out, a showoff, a person who’s think differently than others.

God set me free from this bondage of sins. You’ve picked me up from as low as the dirt, you washed me with your blood, and put me on a higher ground. Still molding me to the person you had in mind.
Lord, Im not worthy to come into your courts to worship You. Im not even worthy to serve You and come before You nor lead a group of people to You, but You’ve shown me Your grace and mercy each new day. Guiding me in everything I do.
Lord take me and use me for every purpose you have for me.
I ask for your forgiveness for everything I’ve done. I couldnt control my anger towards my siblings for they’re here for a reason and one of them is to help me love. Lord, help me to be the master of my emotions and actions. Help me take control of all of "them", and let not it hinder me getting nearer to You.

Guide me in my speech as the words spoken by me be words praising unto Thy Name, for Yours is most worthy to be praise. Let each word brings glory unto thy Name.
You’ve shown me Your mighty powers today, and I want to praise You till the end of my days. Through the whole week, noone was able to on my dad’s laptop. Through just a simple prayer You’ve shown us Your always there and listening to our prayers.
I want to pray not for my self-fish self but for others too. Not only those I care, but for everyone I know and everything that You’ve revealed to me.

Guide this youth fellowship of Yours, as they move to a place where you want them to go. Move the hearts of the leaders of the youth. Touch their hearts and lit them up with Your fire in serving You and all the youths around. Let them not be discouraged in all circumtances and bind them together in UNITY.

In Jesus Name, Amen! -josh-

HAHAHAHA~!! Another year yep.. another new year.. still another day.. well not any other days.. but another new day of the new year~!!
Sounds crazy I may be.. seems like ages since my last post.. here’s some update on what happened..
22/12 Caroling
- Youth’s 1st caroling!!Whoohoo.. finaly i got the right phrase..
"God make History through History Makers!!"
- only 5 houses this year
- lots of stuff happened.. including me falling into the DRAIN haha.. refer to my last post for more details la..

24/12 Special Caroling at Mr. Lim’s house
- Real big house..
- He’s not an uncle but brother..
- Had lots of fun and wine.. red and white.. 1st to had Carl’sburg with Sam S.
*cant upload tis pic of drunkens*

25/12 Christmas
- 1st time playing the bass in a service..
- 1st time youths rapping carols.. Thx BB for taking charge!!
- lots of candies this year..
- Got a tie for Ps. John for Appreciation

25/12 Amanda’s Surprise birthday Party/BBq
- Watch Eragon with BB..
- 1st tim e buying mushmellows *yeah lots of roasted "white stuff"*
- seeked help from my "Mushymellow Consultant" aka Amanda
- Surprise birthday for Amanda (an early 1 organized by U. Philip hehe) *Blame Manda’s mom 4 spoiling da surprise niway aiya.. din got the pic of me splating som cream on her face haha*

So yeap.. that’s almost all.. oya more important stuff..

27/12 Visited My New "Enviroment"
- Went to my new room to check it out with my frens

29/12 Pastor John Moving to Johor
- Helped Ps. John moved his stuff into the lorry..
- Wow~!! Pastor John has really lots of stuff Haha.. gained some more muscles after Planetshakers and helping out pastor… Haha..
- Helped Ps. Yu Hoo with his moving of stuff in the new house.. Haha..

Well haha.. I’m gotta be crazy.. it’s 12.04am 1st January 2007.. Yeap.. I’m Crazy.. haha.. da whole Malaysia’s Countdown timer "sot-sot" d.. Yeap New Year Everyone~!!

p.s tis bloggy is uploaded late due to unforseen circumtances~!

Yo~ wazzup people!! Wow seems ages since my last post. Well, hav been "worked out" lately with:
Planetshakers Conference ‘06 (Awesome)
First Caroling took charge by the youth (Amazing)
Upcoming events like christmas!!
WHAT??!! Christmas is on Monday?! So fast?!! That’s so crazy!!
Planetshakers was really really awesome, but I’ve been sensing Mike Gug’s sickness since the day they said that he’s sick. Well, in case you all dont really know him, He’s the bassist of Planetshakers and written the song Always and Forever. He’s being diagnose with "Blood Disease", he’s so sick. Nomatter what we all will keep him in our prayers and that the healing power of God be upon him.

Well, next stop caroling Whoo hoo!! Haha!! Yesterday was really amazing. Before caroling even started, I felt something weird, but I didnt really care and I was praising God. There’s no other name than Jesus.
*Ahh Choo~!! (sry guys my sinus is back) dripping mucus everywhere.*
Anyway lets get back to the story. Alright. Yesterday, our all famous criminal aka Mr. S.A.TAN wanted to claim me and the caroling. There’s so many things that happened. Let me list them out with a lil more details put to it:
1. Since I was one of the guitarist, we’re suppose to tune the guitar before starting somehow, we couldnt get the right key and was like rushing like mad. I broke Amanda’s 1st string even before playing it. *Sry* Thank God Bernard got extra strings.

2. So here I am tuning the guitar while Bernard took the lead. *Thank Bernard* I was so freaking pissed with what I was doing, ‘coz I coudnt get the right key while tuning and I was really tick ‘coz I sat there and tune for 20mins (usually it only take me 10mins or less to tune a guitar after getting the E)  I was so ticked I prayed. I said: "God c’mon today’s your day and noone can claim it from you. Today’s is to glorify your Name." Than I realize I was pressing the wrong key to tune. *makes me felt damn im so freaking retart to get pissed so ezily*

3. Wow!! It’s really a list you know. *Hope you guys hav the patients* When we were at the 1st house(Mr. Chan’s hse every year lots of candies 1). Here goes what happened, the guitar I tuned for more than 20 minutes suddenly went out of tune when I started playing. T’was so shock you know, somemore so embaressing, but anyway I kept praying in my heart saying: "No devil can stand before God almighty. Today’s your day God. Nothing is bigger than you." So that how we got through the 1st hse. Re-tune the guitar again.

4. Owh man~!! This is the worst, someone got hurt here. We were at the 2nd house. (c’mon nothing can happen continuously rite? orite the string din fly out and hit som1 haha.) The thing that happen is something so unimaginable. After we’re about to leave Uncle Y.H hse. I wanted to throw the drink box into the rubbish bin frm Uncle Philip’s car. So, I saw the rubbish bin near by, so you know what happen la.. I’ve gotta walk there right?. Yeap, I turned and walked there. Owh yea, this really hurts a lil without seeing I fell into a drain hole. (wat the heck?!!.. yep i fell in.. c’mon all da hses hv it covered n i cudnt see d hole cud uncle philip’s car shadow was over it) Damn~!! It does stings a lil. Here’s a pix of my hand:

Ouch~!! yep.. it still stings a little.

5. After that in the next house, I was feeling all weird up inside me. It felt like I wanna puke but just wouldnt come out. I was like, am I the 1 who is going to puke this year? (haha our history of caroling is everyyear there’s 1 who puke.) So I prayed and said no way I’m gonna be the 1 this year and no matter what happens to me I’m still going to carry on playing the guitar. After that Aunty Joyce prayed for me.

You know what?.. Supposingly this year’s carol is to touch hearts of those whom we’re singing too. Instead it touched my heart and make me realize that I am not worthy in so many ways, but through Jesus, I was made worthy in His eyes. Haha that’s my story through all these things it made me grow in the sense. Not those funny funny 1 liked I used to post.

By the way, here’s a little review on whats for next year’s GMSJ & EMUSJ’s Youth CAMP.
It is a 4days 3nites stay at Raub, Methodist center (I think datz wat they call it).
Date: 1st - 4th June
Venue : Raub
Theme: S.P.I.C.E.S (ToBeConfirm)

Somhow I came up with:
Super People In Christ EyeS
Tim said:
Special People In Christ EyeS
Haha i donnoe to be special people sounds like crippled ppl or cacat, but den again let see how’zit la..

Owh man tummy aching nw (3:15pm Saturday) ciao~ nature calles

Wow~ it’s been awhile since I last post something in here!!
Well everyone Haha~ Im back. Was at Planetshakers Conference ‘06 on 13-15 dec in Sunway Convention Centre. Joined the merchandising crew again this year. Haha~ and got a lil smart compared to last year.

Then again, Sam Chew and I got the same signature of the same person we got last year. Haha~ Yeap!! Its Matt Fielder again. Haha~ more annointing lolx. This year it much better compared to last year. Probably ‘coz have already know most of them. WeiMing cant join us this year, ‘coz he’s in India. (hei i’ve got ur dvd n yer shirt)
This year Mike Gugg couldnt make it. They din really say how come, but all they said was that he’s sick. No details was really given out, I presume its something serious. Anyway, we had Matt Garner to speak too, and t’was awesome. Neil Smith was also one of the speaker this year. Haha~ He kept going like:
"Plunder Hell, Populate Heaven" (hin loong itz not wat the hell wat the heaven) and "Fiar!! Fiar!!(fire)"

Here’s som group pix of us having fun~ didnt took much picture this year.

Haha by the way after seeing this picture a couple of times, I realized something "cacated" bout it. Haha~ see whether you guys can spot what have I done.
Anyway, here’s what I did.

Haha~ I was holding Jason’s butt!! What the.. And Johnny thought he was already in Heaven.
There’ll be more pictures coming up, so be patients people. I’ll post more haha.
Well these are part of the "gang" that I worked with for that 3 days. Man, its so awesome knowing them. Had our crazy and serious times together, hang out some time eh. Anyway, during the 3 days, not only was touched by the Holy Spirit, I got a vision for next year. Next year is going to be bigger, better and much crazy up and down time.

Haha~ that’s almost all of it, hehe totally summarize the 3 whole days, there’s lots of cool funny stuff, just that probably ‘coz its 4am (18/12) now, so brain kindda jammed up d.. super tiring today. Helped out in my church’s first kiddies camp (children camp), helped with the fashion event. lolx.. another year of clowning. Came back home at 7pm slept til 11pm.

Ha-ha~ well I guess, you guys out there who’re reading or probably reading might be hoping for the extra story of me and the girl eh..
well I’ve gotta say… I myself have totally no clue of it… Probably I just liked her but not fall in love with her.. yea.. i donnoe.. but anyhow.. she’s not talking to me.. not even looking straight at me when talking… yea.. so.. anyway… i really donnoe.. probably im still not ready for a relationship yet.. bwuahhaa…

anyhow..im super tired again… gotta sleep nw.. tml might b goin 2 parade to check whether the red flowery tie is still here… haha.. for that tie.. i really fell in loved with it… haha thatz wat i called love at sight.. lolx.. nitez ppl

Wow~ Another day has pass, what a day I have today. Nothing much actually. Really feeling not well, and Planetshakers  is tomorrow, and it’s 11.27pm now and I not even asleep. Having headaches now.

Didnt do much today. Already prepared the parcel and a card to be sent to Sarawak. Haha. Might be only sending it next week. Haha. Only practiced for caroling the whole day, and play lots of games. Freaking stressed out la. What else more can happen. Sux la~ Because I’m stupid enough to walked pass the "EMUSJ’s 1st Children’s Camp" meeting and freaking got to helped out in the exercise. Damn~ and you dont want to know. I’m already a lil ill these few weeks.

Having cramps, stiff body, headaches, body heat went up.. so many others la. Sometimes really feels like people taking advantage of me, ‘coz I’m a "Hard-to-say-No" kind of person. Probably it’s just what I’m thinking, but not what others. Anyway, practiced caroling in church today. Went there early, reached church around 7.45pm. Recorded the song so called "composed" by me. It sounds funny. Probably ‘coz I’m doing it myself, need others too. Neh, I dont think I’ll involve myself in the presentation this year.

Anyway, lemme contine bout the story of the girl. aihz~ i dont know la.. she doesnt even look at me, i don noe how to talk to her. i just feel she’s also putting up a show. all the fake smiles. what else? i’m really confuess.. alots of things i don noe bout a girl, especially the 1 i liked, which kindda sux. aihz what muz i do man? any1 out there… do post a comment leh.. nid som advise on girls problem..

alright b4 i sleep lets tok bout me.. hm.. what kind of person m i?
crap wat a question.. i cant even ans them myself.. dionk la me.. anyway.. ppl says im carefree always laughing smiling crazy crappy gila felle.. aihz only thing i can say.. i wear such a smile so that ppl will say im a cheerful person.. what else?… im ezily being stress out.. but then again i noe how 2 channel my stress.. haha.. im a person who ezily shares with other ppl.. asalkan dia dengar apa saya cakap can d.. aihz.. don noe la.. lots of stuff others think bout me..

anyway i do hope ppl will b straightforward with me.. haha.. though it hurts 2 heard what ppl comment but.. still it helps me 2 be more patient and take into consideration cuz alot of thing dat 1 cant see what he’s doing but others can… haha..

ciao~ i’ll might not post anything 4 the nex few dayz… ahha planetshakers ma..

Hei people, Wow it’s been awhile since my last post. Nothing much to blog ’bout anyway.
Just thought of dropping something here first before my next post.
Let’s start from Sunday. Another usual Sunday, except went to IKEA with Gina and Amanda to get the door gift for Christmas
*Haha. Wont tell you guys whatz dat you’ve gotta come 2 find out. all i can say itz cool*

Pastor John’s leaving soon. Damn, gonna miss him lots. Haha, lots of people are wondering how I get along so well with all the pastors. By the way, here’s why, ‘coz they all helpped support the youths ministry. Now thatz why am able to get along with them. ‘coz I myself know that I’m not capable to do alot of things and when others do help, appreciation is all I can give it back to them. We saw a tie and though of giving pastor a tie. Anyway, the other day (saturday) Ryan and I went to Subang Parade. He wanted to check out some formal cloths, while I tagged along see whether I can get some shorts of maybe cloths too. He got a very "chun" leather belt and that was the second last of it, somehow he requested the one of the sales lady to kept it. Haha that saturday when he showed me that belt.. lolx.. I totally "fell in love" with it. All the flips and flops to buckle it. It’s awesome. Immediately I said "Yes~!! I will take that." After the lady took it out from the drawer she kept in. Hahaha.

What a day. After that we were feeling kindda hungry and went get popiahs. Wow~ that’s one heck of a popiah. It cost like RM4.50 for 2, and was super filling. We actually wanted to go for Starbucks, ‘coz Ryan said his fren is working there (in Carefour), but when we walked there his fren wasnt there’s so instead we ate our popiahs there.

Anyway, another much ’bout that day. All we got was my belt. Hahaha. *Ryan yo we hav the same belt*
Alright, let me get back to the Sunday in IKEA. We brought like 100 of those small lil bottles (it comes in 4s) so we got like 38 of them.
Crazy man the trolly was so heavy I can’t even turn it, and every was like looking at the trolly haha. Haha this lady was standing at one side "selamba-nya" when we walked past her, her eye was like being magnectically drawn to our trolly lolx. So funny la her expression. After buying those bottle and putting it into Gina’s boot. "The Ladies" says they wanna shop and there’s a lot of sales going on in IKANO and The Curve. Haha, but all we ended up was some ice-creams.

Today havent been a good day for me. Woke up with a stiff body. Mom was like scolding the 2 small kiddo-s. Had sore throat. Went out with Gina to give out fruits and shopping for files. Visited Pastor John today too. Went to church to unload those small lil spice bottles, visited Nicolette. That almost all. Came back and sleep the whole time.

Well, I think you guys are wondering howzit going with me and the girl eh. Haha. I dont know la, not even progressing also. Today she onlined, so i asked her how she’s doing and she din reply. So since she din got through the 1st time of the undang test, so i asked how its goin with the practice and when ya goin 2 take. Instead she back fire me, and so i was a lil moody today. so i went like what i did dat makes to always thinks that im "fan".
So she said she’s "fan" with lots of things undone. of coz i was a lil ticked off at dat time. aihz, i don know la.. really really dont noe la.. better not think bout it too much. afraid it’ll eat me frm inside.

aihz everytime i meet her, she’ll avoid toking to me. these all started after a few of us went out 2gether. what the problem la? probably i do acknowledge im really not gud at conversing with others. but that like not the main point. what have i done that probably the reason that made her treat me this way? i really dont know. she’s always put on the "fake smile" like i do. But i’m alway able to channel all my stress side so that i don do somthing 2pid. but why? how come? what happen?

all these questions i hav totally no ans to it.

Ahh!..Akhirnya saya mandi dengan syok! LoLx! What a day I had today. First time in my entire holidays, I woke up at 9.50am (approximately 10am la). Amazing!! Haha, probably I’m excited that finally that I’m going for a movie with my "kaki"
(eleng aka aligas, btw ur name damn long la..) after a long long time, since "Happy Feet". Finally got the brown papers to wrap a "mini" parcel to be send over to Kuching, Sarawak. First time sending a a box to a friend of mine so far as a Christmas gift. Ha-ha.
(Meg, hope you like it.)

By the way, didnt do anything much for the whole day. On my lappy at 11am like that have had left it there online the whole day, till now. *Shortta a lil mad for a living my lappy on for so long.* Continued my day by downloading a game (some childish game i presume.) Anyway, I’m already half-way through the game *So easy to play la*. While playing the game, was typing out the lyrics (of carols) for the upcoming caroling this year, and I’ve got to be speedy ‘coz I’ve got to get it done by this Saturday. Oh NoOoo~!!
NOT ENOUGH TIME!!
(Not sure I’m able to be ready by then ‘coz there’s so many "Bananas" *that includes me, orite I’m half banana not fully yet.* so I’ve gotta type out not only the chinese characters *took me so freaking long to figure out the pronounciation of it* and also the "PinYin" so those who dont know chinese can still sing along.)

Anyway, time’s up, and I’ve went to meet up with Aligas in Summit. Met his friend, *Haha dude, you always mix with wrong crazy ppl do you?* Somehow, we made ali’s life a little crazy today and went for our movie ("CICAKMAN"). I wont say it’s a pretty interesting movie. Kind of sucks here and there, but anyway atleast we paid 5bux instead of normal new "THX" movie. Went to Segi (Ali’s college). Haha. I went in like "tai lou" like that as usual. Haha. With Ali and his friend la. Went to check out for Berjaya Hotel in KL for their contacts on how to make booking and reservation for Joann. Haha thought it’ll take me ages. Well, it took me less than 5 minutes. After that, crapping ’bout the show since that time we stepped out. Went for the usual Summit’s mamak for dinner.
*Had this "Roti Telur Bawang" and "Sirup Bandung"*
Really kesian the aunty la. It took her almost ages just to get what I wanted. (She kept saying "Ya! "Roti Bawang" dan minum apa?" for 10 mins.)
*orite this is boring, i cant think of anything crazy to type d, probably im tired or somthing. this can go on n on. anyway lemme finish my day 1st. haha!*

After dinner my dinner with "Da Dudes". I rushed to the bus stop to go to church for caroling practice *haha seems like everyday oso practice only*. Waited for 15 minutes and the bus I wanted to talk just won’t come. That’s like so dumb waiting there for so long. Anyway, I’ve finally decided to take a cab to church. First cabby I saw waiting near by (you can say in front of Summit Hotel, not say exactly but yea.). Went over and asked for a ride, and guess what this guys told me? "USJ 1 tu kat belakang Giant? oO 10 ringgit la"
(of coz i went like wat the heck? 10 RINGGIT??!! in my heart was siao la u. it doesn take even 5 bux frm my hse to Summit. Highest was 7 bux.)
Anyway, God led the way. He brought a cabby to stop right infront of me. Yey~! Praise God!! Ask for a ride and he told me whether I’d accept a 7 bux ride there. *bargain a lil la*. So I said 6 bux, anyway if i say 5 wouldnt be nice then ‘coz it’s a little jammed up on the way there. So there was I reaching church for the most expensive short distant ride of my life. Practice wasnt so fun today. A little boring. Dont really know what happened to the guys. Probably it’s my fault. Hehe.

After practices, was bragging how sucky and funny that dumb show was. LoLx, my usual self hehe. Went over to Sammy’s (Sam. Siah) place to picked him out for a treat, since he has finished his final paper today (SPM ma). Went to B.K *Burger King*. Asked them what time they’re closing and there go they’re closing at 11pm, where we’ve just placed our order at 10.45pm. LoLx. Made their lifes so tough. Haha, got to place all those cleaned and wash stuff back in place to make us a "tiny" treat. Hehe.

Alright there goes my day. Sorry guys, don really hav the gurl friends problem or din think much of that problem so much since i’m still a lil shy talking to her but atleast she msged me 2day hehe. Anyway, i’ll keep you all posted if i hav so "interesting" about me n this (gorgeous in my sight) gurl nex time.
*Cheers*

Wazzup!! Ha-ha! I’m back with more crappier stuff in the "house", alright. If you’re out there reading my bloggy, haha you’ll know that I took  my "undang test" this morning. Haha!!  Where do I start then??

Alright! I’ll start, starting from the moment I woke up. Wasnt feeling so good today. My whole body felt so "kaku" this morning. Woke up a little earli (7am liddat), though I wanted to sleep somemore but felt so terrible that I’ve got to wake up. Still lying in my bed with my fan off, I was still shivering like mad. Dont know what’s wrong with me. *Dang* After lazing around, it’s finally 7.45am, and I was suppose to be all ready by 8am. Dad was still in the toilet doing his usual morning "BUSINESS" (business man ma what to do? aihz). Was thinking of taking cold water to shower in my parent’s toilet. LOLx.  Of ‘coz I didnt do it la.. already freezing like mad still want to take cold water to shower meh?

Anyway, I made it on time to wait for the aunty to fetch me, after she fetched Joann. Dummy me, forgotten to take breakfast. Somemore stupid guy from the undang place (in Subang Square, SS15) took freaking 2 hours until my turn to take the test. While waiting tummy filled with gestric juice and kept on grumbling, and the guy besides me kept looking at me. LoLx~ That was like the most horrible time of my life. Finally, when it’s my turn, the usual reading instructions and click "OK" to proceed. *DAMN* The worst thing you can ever imagine. The DUMB pc didnt lemme start the test. Waited for around a couple of minutes for the guy to help me.
*You’ve gotta be crazy the whole place on 1 indian guy working.. that’s like the worst job you can take*

Let me continue.. Finally, I was able to proceed with my test. The room that the test was held was like the "North Pole" (sudah sejuk mau mati lagi macam terperangkap dalam freezer!!)
Anyway, t’was able to tahan the whole 12min 45sec in that stupid room.
*this is so 2pid.. you’ve gotta study 500 over questions which that aunty probably 4got to gave me that 2pid small yellow book full of questions. I ended up doing the cd she gave me, a 2pid lousy cd. though im using Intel Duo Core n it stills hang. After so called "studying" for freaking 3 weeks, I ended up waiting 3hours of my life away n only took me less den 15mins to finish the test*

Aihz. Anyhow, I somehow cleared the test (passed by 1 mark) Dumb right, didnt really know how to do around 10 questions like that. I finished my test later than Joann though ‘coz I gave my I.C to that "poor lonely" indian guy who’s working there later than her. Sadly Joann didnt make it through. Promised to help her through this time. After that, was supposed to follow aunty’s car back home, but instead I told them I’d like to take a "walk". Nothing much, probably there’s some stuff bothering me.

So I walked to the sundry shop near by to get bread and "Susu". Walked all the way until I reached opposite SS15 (SS14). Waited freaking 15min for Rapid KL. LoLx! Wasnt able to pay for the bus fares ‘coz I didnt have one bux change. Haha. Sat the bus for free. Neh.. When I got down I saw one of my old friend and he belanja me for that ride

Well the following is goin to be super boring ‘coz I didnt do much today. Haha.. Anyway, I’ve finally finished a game today. Cracked my frustrating head just to find it so easy to finish it.

Hehehe.. Another time of review of this girl I’m interested in. Hehe. Remebered I said something like she disliked me? Yea.. Neh she doesnt dislike me. Probably I’ve did somthing 2pid, or said somthing 2pid or mayb somthing 2pid that I din realize myself la…
Anyhow.. she’s shortta toking 2 me again. *Cheers* I’m gonna work hard to talk Hahahaha.

Alright hehe.. like the title.. yea I’m not feeling well.. nitez every1.. tml is a "gila" day for me.. so might have lots of interesting stuff 2 share wif every1.. hahaha

Wah Hah~!! Another week has pass, and today is tuesday. Most of them who’re taking SPM this year has already finished their exams. WOW!! Congratulations, Guys (and Gurls)!!
Another year pass, Whoo Hoo!! Christmas is another day nearer. *CRAP* I’m still not ready to play the guitar that well. Yea, Bernard and I still have lots to improve on. We’re having problems with our beat syncronization (Wah complicated word). Anyway, I believe we’ll be able to do it through God’s strenght.

Today I didn’t do much. My mp3 player K.O already. Everything inside all gone, all those collections of Planetshakers, Hillsongs, Delirious?, all my assignments, projects, all gone in this instant. So sad. Have already sent "tons" of emails to their customer support d. Still there’s no reply yet. Aihz, just a year only, a month after warranty and there it goes, *Poof*!! Since I’ve lost almost everything in my mp3, I’ve got to type the caroling songs for the caroling book (this year) all over again. *Dang*!! So suck!!
Anyway, had caroling practice today. Lolx. Gina came late today, so I led a little. Probably, I’m just a lousy leader. *Ha-ha* Hey!! I’m kind of serious here. I am a lousy leader. I not very good at asking people to do something. I dont know why, *aihz* By the way, we had a lil more fun today in practice. We were able to go through the songs very fast.
*Gina and you say we’re the ones who rushs.. lolx looks whos rushing now!! Haha*

*Aihz* Remember I said I really like this girl, in my previous post. I think I didnt something wrong or something that I myself didnt realize doing it. She seems to dislike me. I dont know la. I’m not very good at talking too. Probably that’s one reason I’m not good at talking or getting to know people. Those who knows me, should be able to know that I’m a very bad talker. I always run out of topics. *AIHZ* What la me. Anyway, tomorrow I’m going to sit for my undang test. *CRAP MAN!!* A test of a life time. Mustn’t fail this test. If so I’ll finally get my licence!! Whoo hooo!!
CHEER FOR ME EH EVERYONE~!!
HAHA!! Alrights, gotta sleep nw, it’s currently 12.43am Wednesday morning.

Nitez every1 sweet dreams!